dreams

Right now I am in such a boring stage of my life.  School is taking forever, I would rather take a beating than go there these days, but I do love to do hair.  Dutch bros, yoga and wine are the only things that keep me sane right about now.  I have never been one to think about myself first in situations, I love making others happy and spoiling my loved ones.  And this may sound so bratty (in fact I know it is), but I am so over celebrating everyone else's happiness.  For once in my life I am trying to be selfish, and I have made a promise to myself that I will not settle for less than what I deserve. 

I don't ever want to have a wedding of my own.  I have been in plenty of them to get my fix, and I am so picky and OCD about things that I know I would ruin some relationships with wedding planning.  So no, no wedding for me...ever.  I want getting married someday to be all about me and my husband, and the love we share (so cheesy, I know).  But to me that means running away to a fun destination, tying the knot and staying there for a great honeymoon.  Oh, and I wouldn't mind having this thing on my finger...

 

I love babies/little kids. I think they are a complete miracle and so special.  And I am surrounded by them at this point in my life, which I am super happy about.  Child birth is amazing to me and it doesn't freak me out one bit.  I know I am young, and I have a lot ahead of me...no I don't want a child right now, but I know I am meant to be a Mama someday.  I have three spots on my tattoo that have plenty of room to have some baby initials written in. 

I want to be my own boss.  I don't do well being told what to do by people (imagine that).

I will spoil my employees, make people beautiful and run a successful business.

 I want a really big dog, and a really little dog.

I want someone to love me for me.  Their family as well. 

Family is the most important thing to me in life, and it always will be.  

I have my beliefs and views about things, and they most likely will not change...that's just me. 

I will never be an outdoorsy girl, and I will always be a Christian woman.  I am stubborn, impatient, sassy, generous, comforting, encouraging and passionate. 

The only reason I have had time to focus on these things is because I've had really bad luck with relationships. So yes, I have criteria that needs to be met now.  I'm done wasting my time and trying to fix people.

So if you're out there Mr. Right, get a hold of me.  :)